In an Interview with "Entertainment Tonight" tells the story of the TV Star just two weeks after the death of his wife, how much he suffers from the loss and how hard him and his broken heart and physically added.
"Bethy, you see this?"
Chapman broke down at several points in his speech, in which he remembered the couple's first date and how he'd known he wanted to be with her from the very start.
"I never admitted she was going to die", he said Saturday.
"I'm definitely going to take away how determined and how passionate she was", Bonnie Chapman told Entertainment Tonight. "This is not possible, I want to wake up from a dream", Duane shared. The criminal hunter does not want to take life, but says: "I am ready to go now".
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Other special and heartwarming moments during the celebration of life included the couple's 9-year-old granddaughter, Madalynn Grace Galanti, reading a scripture dedicated to her late grandmother. You were such a strong woman, and you taught me to always be strong. "Beth isn't dead", he said, "she's sleeping". "She is [just] in another place..."
Chapman admits he still feels lost over his wife's death, and he can't bring himself to divide up the clothes in her closet, saying that her smell clinging to them reminds him of her.
She said "we both ended up with these larger than life men", and that "she gave me some sage advice about my situation", referring to her long relationship with Gene Simmons before getting married.
The reality star died last month, aged 51, after losing her battle with throat cancer. She was first diagnosed in 2017, but she was cancer-free within months. He wrote on Twitter: "It's 5:32 in Hawaii, this is the time she would wake up to go hike Koko Head mountain". Despite her dying wish to have her ashes scattered off of Hawaii, Duane Chapman revealed it is a request he could not honor.
In addition, Dog spoke about their success in the TV industry and Beth's cancer battle. He hasn't been able to bring himself to scatter any portion of her ashes yet, finding it too painful. "I'm not gonna let you go.' I still haven't let her go", he said, later adding, "If there's a God, He won't let me live that long without her". I can't do that. "I haven't gotten past the place where I'm still putting a pillow where she was and covering it up like the jailhouse escape", he said.